I feel like I can't give 100% to him?

 I got up this morning and cleaned my clothes.Because I got my clothes wet after coming home from duty last night.Then I cleaned the clothes and pants and let them dry in the sun.It's unknown how he's been feeling since this morning.I wake up in the morning and cook this rice and I don't even take a bath.I was free very early this morning.After eating potato and eggplant curry, they went outside to sit under a tree.I feel like I can't fully express my feelings.So no one can have feelings for me.He is so close to me yet it seems like he is not looking at me. Today I am sitting in front of him near the building and he went to the room on the roof. He did not look at me. How does it feel?Maybe he loves someone else.The bus is sitting in the middle of its business, looking for a better option.I tried to talk to him in the morning. I tried to talk to him in the afternoon.He just smiled and left without saying anything.I miss you so much.She is always in a group of girls. It becomes impossible to talk to her.He is standing in front of me now, I don't know why he doesn't look at me.The person I met in the morning left at 5:00 PM. I don't know where he went. Come back to the room in the evening.I'm trying to talk to him again when I get the chance.I have to get up early tomorrow morning and go on duty on the first shift, I'm looking forward to that.Sometimes I feel like he's standing right in front of me, pretending not to see me.I confirm that I will definitely talk him out of it.If you just look at me once, I'll try to say something.I don't know why, but it seems like he might love someone else.