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 I don't know what to do, I don't know what happened, but I've done a lot of things out of emotion.I'm doing all the things I don't want to do. For example, I have to eat at the store even if I don't want to.I'm going to the store with emotion.But I feel a little jealous in my heart. I am really questioning their understanding of Shraddha.Brother, what do they want? That's what I don't understand.Talking to other boys.And maybe he doesn't want me, maybe he has too many. I don't feel good.Maybe I'm just trying to talk to him, maybe if I talk to him so much, I'll feel a little more relaxed.When we meet again, I will try to tell you what is on my mind. I will tell you my whole heart.I will say something so that there is nothing left to say later.I will try not to cross the line, I will just talk like that, that is my challenge, and I will not ruin the relationship and I will not let it deteriorate in any direction.Let's see how much ...

 I don't feel good. I realized today that you should only say what is necessary. No more.You should remain as quiet as necessary and you should not express your excitement, you should just feel it. When people buy a new dress, they feel embarrassed to wear it for the first time. I don't know why I felt embarrassed too.I don't know if everyone likes it, but I like it because I'm an introverted guy.

 Today 22 June  Today was Sunday, today was a holiday. Today I woke up and went to the store.And I went to the store and bought rice and oil. Today I rode a battery scooter twice. The bike belonged to the ration shop boy who works there. And the boy is from Rajasthan. I went to the market this afternoon and bought a belt, a shirt, and pants.Today I went to the market by bus and was smiling as I walked back.I was thinking of going around the entire market, but later I couldn't go around any further due to some problem. I felt a little happy inside today when I wore the dress.And today I realized one thing, people need a lot of money in their lives.I have to go to bed very early today because I have to go on duty tomorrow, general shift tomorrow. I cleaned the room today and I bought three soaps today.Today I want to do something big in life. I want to have a name, I want to have power.